Porn Again: A Memoir

  • by Josh Sabarra
  • Narrated by Josh Sabarra
  • 8 hrs and 58 mins
  • Unabridged Audiobook

Publisher's Summary

In Porn Memoir: A Memoir, Josh Sabarra throws open the proverbial closet - and bedroom - doors, taking listeners on a Hollywood thrill-ride through growing up, coming out, coming of age and finally finding himself at 40. Despite being a high-level entertainment executive, Josh was still a virgin at 31. Uncomfortable in his own skin, haunted by painful childhood memories, he kept laser-focused on building an unparalleled career trajectory at the expense of his personal life.
Tormented by schoolmates for being "different," Josh clung to his aberrantly close relationships with a small circle of adult females. But, even with that support, the shame and contempt that grew from his sexuality locked him in a prison of self-hate that robbed him of an emotional and sexual identity for more than three decades. Movie studio jobs, through which he met celebrity idols, led to friendships and relationships with some of the industry's most notable characters. Those intimacies created a false sense of acceptance and approval, requiring that he continue to up the stakes - celebrity lovers, the crazy world of online dating, sexual fetishists and porn stars-for-hire.
The gay best friend you always wanted, Josh Sabarra delivers a whip-smart, poignant memoir set against a glittering backdrop that is at once heartbreaking, glamorous, sexy and hilariously honest.

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A good listen and an interesting life

I bought this as I follow Josh Sabarra on Twitter and he seems a great guy. I found it a great set of interesting memoirs – not least as he had such issues with being gay and only lost his virginity in his 30s. He has known some really interesting people and had a life so different to mine. He comes over as a really human guy with wisdom beyond his years who had to overcome a lot of issues. Certainly no regrets in this purchase and I will listen a second time shortly.
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- Rob

Book Details

  • Release Date: 16-03-2015
  • Publisher: JBS Books