She Left Me the Gun
- My Mother's Life Before Me
- Narrated by: Emma Brockes
- Length: 8 hrs and 11 mins
- Unabridged Audiobook
- Release date: 16-05-13
- Language: English
- Publisher: Penguin Audio
She Left Me the Gun: My Mother's Life Before Me is a tale of true transformation, the story of a young woman who reinvented herself so completely that her previous life seemed to simply vanish - and of a daughter who transcends her mother's fears and reclaims an abandoned past. Brockes soon learns that Paula's father was a drunk megalomaniac who terrorized Paula and her seven half-siblings for years. He is ultimately taken to court and vindicated of all charges - but not before Paula shoots him five times, and fails to kill him. She books passage to London, never to return.
She Left Me the Gun carries Brockes to South Africa to meet her seven aunts and uncles, to weigh their stories against her mother's silences, and to understand one of the world's most beautiful yet bloody countries. Brockes learns of the violent pathologies and racial propaganda in which her grandfather was inculcated, sees the mine shafts and train yards where he worked as an itinerant mechanic, and finds buried in government archives the startling court records that prove he was secretly imprisoned for murder years before he first married.
An extraordinary work of psychological suspense and forensic memoir, She Left Me the Gun chronicles Brockes' efforts to walk the knife edge between understanding her mother's unspeakable traumas and embracing the happiness she chose for herself and her daughter.
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Customer ReviewsMost Helpful
By Annie Fitt on 20-05-13
Grim subject, wonderful book!
Where does She Left Me the Gun rank among all the audiobooks you’ve listened to so far?
It is right up there with the best of them.
What other book might you compare She Left Me the Gun to and why?
I can't name a specific book, or author, but what She Left Me The Gun has in common with the best memoirs is a flow, and a story. There is mystery, humor, horror, and growth.
What about Emma Brockes’s performance did you like?
Everything! Sometimes authors reading their own books is a big mistake, but in this case I can't imagine how someone else could do a better job.
Was this a book you wanted to listen to all in one sitting?
Yes, although I did break it up for real life concerns, and I will be listening to it again to savor the writing.
Any additional comments?
Don't be afraid of the subject matter - dysfunctional families are the cliche of memoir, but this one is fresh, fascinating, and involving. In my opinion it really does deserve five stars.
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By Nancy on 25-03-15
Needed editing; but interesting concept for a book
Story of a young woman whose seeks to know her mother's past, after her mom passes away. Great concept. Needed editing. Good for discussions.