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  • Michael and Me

  • The Untold Story of Michael Jackson’s Secret Romance
  • By: Shana Mangatal
  • Narrated by: Shana Mangatal
  • Length: 9 hrs and 57 mins
  • 3.8 out of 5 stars (51 ratings)
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Michael and Me

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Summary

More than seven years after his death, Michael Jackson continues to fascinate the world. Shana Mangatal was one of Jackson's only constant and true rocks of stability for nearly two decades. Their relationship was quiet and sweet and real - a closely guarded secret, known only to a few trusted employees and friends. Shana is now coming forward to tell their love story. Her story is rich with every little detail. She witnessed the scandals, lawsuits, the release of groundbreaking albums and subsequent world tours, big-budget short films, and addictions. Michael and Me entertains and inspires, but above all, Shana continues to treat Michael (and his legacy) with respect. This is not an exploitative tell-all, but rather a book that shows the side of Michael people never knew. In it, Shana paints a more intimate picture of this beloved, yet very misunderstood man.

©2016 Shana Mangatal (P)2016 Blackstone Audio, Inc.

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A book written by a narcissist fan.

What could Shana Mangatal have done to make this a more enjoyable book for you?

I don't recommend this book because she disrespects Michael Jackson throughout her book. Shame on YOU Shana Mangatal for lying on a dead man that was nothing but nice to you even though he knew you was a stalker who wanted what he had (fame and fortune).

She talks about how Michael demanded to be called King Of Pop, which is a ridiculous accusation, Michael never had to demand anything and even if he did demand to be called ''King Of Pop'' it still doesn't mean the people will call him that, so again that's a ridiculous claim for her and only her to ever make.

She also claimed Michael bargained for awards, complete lies. Why would Michael need to bargain for awards when he was the best performer to ever live? it just doesn't make sense nor does it sound believable.

She talks about Michael preferring to be around little boys all the time, how he apparently withheld sex from Lisa (she wishes that was true), how he allegedly forgot who she was even though he allegedly took her virginity (I think any man who would take a woman's virginity would remember who they was), Shana also claims Michael faked being ill to try and get out of concerts, etc this is only a few examples of the accusations she is ACCUSING a deceased man of.

Lets not forget the main fact, she has no evidence whatsoever to prove of this relationship, all she has is fan memorabilia, work documents & a dirty yogurt cup. I gave Shana just like the rest of the fans the benefit of the doubt thinking she was telling the truth, then when she released this book I realized she was lying. What type of relationship or friendship was it really when she hasn't even got a personal photo? and save me the nonsense of ''the times was different back then'' because Shana has multiple photos with different celebs from that time period.

Even if this book is the gospel, I still wouldn't be jealous (That's what Shana and her minions like to call people who don't like her book) because the way she portrays Michael out to be is, some sort dog, who forgot who she was, disrespected her by calling her house stuff (Scott "House" Schaffer who was fired for extortion, he's one of the people who endorse this book), never got anything from him such as letters etc all she got was merchandise the fans get, and said ''I wished I didn't have sexual desires'' right after he took her virginity, ignored her when she went to his house (she went there on a fan day) making her upset and drive around drinking in hurt, Married Lisa, then divorced her, Married Debbie (got her pregnant three times,she miscarried once), was messing around with Lisa for many years after their divorce, and then impregnated another unknown woman, all whilst Shana stayed invisible. I could go on and on, but if this book is the truth (which i doubt) I'd feel disrespected and used, that's nothing for anyone to be proud of.. but i guess because it's MJ some people are willing to reduce their morals, but i wouldn't. So no jealousy here because by the sounds of what she says, he seems to have treated her like a groupie.

She says she was his friend for so long, but she wasn't even at Michael's funeral and Tatiana was, a simple video girl got an invite to say goodbye to him & Shana never, she watched from home just like the rest of the fans, because that's all she is, a fan.

I'm not willing to believe this story because it doesn't add up, she hasn't got anything personal of his, hasn't got a photo besides a fan meet and greet one, hasn't got many stories to share from her own personal experience. Most of the stories she writes about in the book are from second hand sources & about being an extra in ghosts, which is laughable considering she apparently knew Michael for so LONG(20 years), but has very little insight on who he truly was.



If Shana would've told the truth it would of been a better book. She had no reason to lie because afterall she did meet Michael Jackson and could've told the truth about her relationship working in close situations with him. But instead she chose to lie about a fake secret romance.


Please do your research on the author of this book before you buy it.

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Nonsense

A total nonsense book written by an obsessed fan. Nothing to evidence any of the lunatic woman’s delusional claims. Yes she got a part as an extra bLah blah. The hotel elevator scene and then being invited into his room for a soirée after they broke onto his floor is beyond ridiculous. If this title wasn’t free I’d never have bothered with it! Avoid at all costs.

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Hilarious and horrifying- shame it’s not a comedy or horror

The author makes it very clear how MJ became so delusional- he was apparently spending time with delusional people. According to her MJ was innocent because he had a nice voice. Listening to this story is like overhearing drunk girls in the next cubicle of a club try to reassure their pathetic mate that their man isn’t that bad. This woman had the power to write whatever she wanted and yet this is the story she told? Awful.

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Interesting….

Interesting story. The narration was kinda annoying. She sounded quite immature at times and I kept wondering why they did not get together. If they really did love each other surely they would eventually just be together. The subject is of course highly debated! All in all it was an interesting insight into MJ and his life.

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An insight into the real Michael Jackson

I loved it from start from tto finish. I felt like I got to see the side of Michael Jackson that no one wanted to portray

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We will never know if she is telling the truth.

I don't really know what to think of this book, you can tell she is a obsessed fan however it doesn't mean they couldn't of been intimate at some point. If I'm honest my personal opinion I don't think she is telling the full truth.

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Superficial garbage!

Didn't bother even finishing this! Someone who's flighty in general about celebrities and the brand, Michael Jackson, was just one more to add to her list of stars to have a selfie taken with!

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lovely heartfelt book, even mega stars are human

Lovely book, allow us the opportunity to see Michael the person as a human being. Heartbreaking that Shana never got to truly be with the man she loved, who clearly loved her too. Thank you, for sharing your story

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So insightful and very well written

wow! I loved every moment in this book. Shana is so captivating and the stories were great! it's so refreshing to hear positive things about MJ and I feel I know him a lot better after listening to this incredible book. I recommend it to everyone, even if you're not a MJ fan you will be after listening to this book. Shana is honest, fun and truly an inspiration. Thank you for writing such an insightful and entertaining book! Highly recommend!

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Michael and Me :

I found this audio book very interesting. Not only for the Michael Jackson link, but also for the sneak peak into the music industry. I honestly think this even a non Michael Jackson fan would enjoy this book.
Some may doubt what Shana may claim. but I found her words quite factual and very informative. she describes in depth her relationship with Michael Jackson. it's not always great views on him. But always polite and respectful.

Hearing Shana read her own words does add alot to this book. She draws you in, her voice comes over strong, emotional yet quite calming.

As I said earlier the book though obviously about Michael Jackson. it is also an insight into show business. I liked how other famous people are woven in. Dolly Parton, Madonna, Elizabeth Taylor, Brad Pitt etc.

This book for me is a must read/listen . you get backstage stories, behind the scenes stories from Jackson's music videos, stories on his TV appearances and Michael Jackson in everyday life stories .

Some bits are dark and very sad . She covers the child abuse allegations, Michael's insecurities and his untimely passing.

overall Shana does come across as respectful, honest, caring, funny and at times strong and determined woman. plus obviously a very attractive woman I could see how most men would fall for her, so why not MJ?

At times she did lose her way, but did give herself a talking to and bucked herself out of those moment's.

I for one hope we get a follow up. A book about her time working in the showbiz industry around the 90s surely would be an interesting, honest, eye opening account.



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